| Car for Sale |
[May. 11th, 2006|11:22 am] |
Hello Everyone! Long time, no write... BUT read on,
I am buying a new car; therefore, I am SELLING my old car. It is a GREAT car, 1993 Toyota Corolla, 119k miles, really nice interior, for only $3000.
If you know anyone who needs a reliable car for cheap, tell them to go to www.autotrader.com for all information.
Thanks! |
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| Never forget |
[Apr. 1st, 2005|08:58 am] |
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Yesterday, I hung out with the bravest person I know.
I admire his courage, optimism and determination to enjoy life.
There is so much more to be said...
WE have got to hang out again soon.
Love you Greg. |
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| I love you... |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|10:33 am] |
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| | Lifehouse- Undone | ] |
This song reminds me of you, my love.
I can see it your eyes you're hurting
But pain is part of learning who you are
All these truths can sometimes be deceiving
When your whole world comes crashing to the ground
Tell me everything you need now anything at all
And I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall
Yeah, When you come undone
When you come undone
You know I can't be like everybody
Cause I can't tell you what you want to hear
I don't know if I can make it better
All I know is I will be around
Tell me everything you need now anything at all
And I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall
Yeah, When you come undone
When you come undone
When all your plans are made out lying on the floor
And all your dreams are turning into nothing more
When all your hope has left you know you're not alone
Just hold on
Hold on
Tell me everything you need now anything at all
And I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall
Yeah, When you come undone
When you come undone |
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| long time, no write |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|12:24 pm] |
Well...it has been a crazy weekend/week so far.
I went clubbing downtown with my friend Johnny on Friday night. I love dancing. We went to Moose's, then to E street Alley which is a really good club...i swear all military was there. I danced with a ton of marines from all over the US: arizona, pittsburgh, kentucky, vegas..and even Navy guys too, and a huge black thug that was seriously gonna kill me. All in all a good time...i am meeting a lot of new people and hanging out with a lot of new people too. I was told i was a 'guy magnet' but i dunno. They played my song, 'dirrty' too...it was sooo great.
Yesterday, I went DIRT BIKE RIDING..ehehe.
Yes, yes, and it was a blast, even when i was riding on the back of my friends bike and he ran me into a cactus, and then the other bike ran over my leg and sprained my ankle. i cant walk and im seriously hurting everywhere today. BUT oh well, i knew there were risks. I was riding an ATV all day, then rode on the two wheelers for a while. I met these new people from a concert on Sunday, and have been hanging out with them non stop. 3 boys, huge house, pool, barbeques, good deep converstations =good times. I am trying to be content and happy with life right now, but its hard completely letting go of who i used to be.
I have two more weeks of Sea World. Than i start school on the 18th. So i have no idea where i will have time for other things, like hanging out.
I cant make Wed. softball...i have work..then a bonfire to go too. Have fun guys! |
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| just thoughts in my head |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|02:11 pm] |
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| | Matchbox 20-Push | ] |
What do you do when you've lost faith in love?
What do you do when you're so jaded that you don't cry at the most sad movie love stories?
What do you do when you lack the courage to believe in fairy tale love anymore?
I have found that I have become numb and void of feeling, believing in the possibility of true happiness.
Not that I wasn't already guarded and NEVER fell for anyone before. I fear that now that my wall and expectations are placed even higher, that no ONE will break through...nor will want to cosidering all my added baggage.
One of these days I'll know...but for right now, i am faithless. |
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| This is for Ez and Greg! |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|09:24 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | dashboard confessional | ] |
i had a kick ass time at work today...i worked eight hours and it seriously felt like 2. i love working with kids and today was just another day that all my doubts of not wanting to be a teacher flew away. Being able to play with batrays, sea stars, sea lions and seals ALL day, then add in the cuteness and curiousity of children = GREATest day ever.
the last few days have been REALLY good days...the happiest i have been in forever it seems. I met a really nice guy (ironically at the dance club, ez!..ehehe) and work, graduate school, etc. are all in place. I only need a car now. BUT im not sweating that.
Life is good...except when i realize that adrian's time is drawing near.
I miss the "incredibly gay duo": ez and victor..ehehehhe good times
YIPPEEE....KRISTINA is here! time to play... |
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| Still sick |
[Jul. 5th, 2004|04:00 pm] |
well, the days just seem to blend together when youre sick with a cold. I head off to work in twenty minutes and im not that excited.
Lately, life has been shitty because of lousy friends, retarded ass exs causing drama =p and my dysfunctional family, not to mention my health. BUT i do find myself happy. Go figure.
i believe that the plan for thurs. night is a Padre Game at Petco PArk. Reply if youre interested. Its a night game (7:05) and we'll probably get the cheap $5 seats to the 'park area'. anyways, since im the only one who likes baseball, im gonna have a blast.
sometimes i wish things were easier....
but i know that god doesnt love me that much.
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| HEllo |
[Jun. 29th, 2004|07:44 pm] |
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| | Sugarcult...YES bitches!! | ] |
I have been pretty MIA lately, but there is much that has been done today.
A lot of firsts for me: Today while being tired at work, I was listening to the radio and they always have these games to play to win prizes. Well the game was to guess 'what year it all happened' : when footloose came out, miami vice premiered etc. I went to the phone, dialed and actually got thru. That has never happened before. I WAS ON THE RADIO It was pretty cool. I said, "1984". Got it right and won a prize pack from hawaiian tropic and was entered for a grand prize trip to Hawaii. I cant believe how young i sound on the radio.
That was rad.
Then after work...went to the gym, DID 1000 crutches/situps. The most I have ever done before, and my stomach feeeeeels good. :)
Lastly, I got my hair cut. AND sadly, i think it looks the same. Ohh well.
Its really hard to separate this life from the last...and I am pretty sure NO one knows what im talking about. My feelings from past lives are screwing me up right now. ANYWAYS...
I love my job and it loves me too. ehehhe GEtting to work with kids and animals! Holy fuck, how did i get so lucky?
Until next time
"its on you....until you give ( ? ) a chance" ehehhehe |
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| yikes |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|08:43 pm] |
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| | The USed | ] |
well, i am no longer training at Sea world. My first real shift alone at an exhibit is tomorrow and Im really nervous. I know i can do it, its just there is a lot of information i still need to study and well, im always nervous for everything. I hate it.
Other than that, I also work at Miguel in the morning from 7-3:30 pm, then SW from 4-10:30, which means a long fucking day for trisha. Its alright i love both jobs.
ohh...the movie 'saved' was really good. I loved it best when jena malone's character said...."Why would God have made us so different, if he wanted us to be the same."
EXACTLY my point!!!!! |
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| Yea for me! |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|02:44 pm] |
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| | optimistic | ] |
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| | Whitney Houston- I wanna dance with somebody | ] |
Alright.... so i'm done with SDSU (for now)
I just turned in my final portfolio of a bunch of papers, samples, etc. Basically a big binder of my last 4 years at state.
Im scared now. When its graded, the score I get in August will determine whether or not i OFFICIALLY graduate. *nervous*
On another note...feeling down because of lost friendships and disappointments, but life is as it is meant to be. And so far, I love my life and where it is headed..so i'll get over it.
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[Jun. 16th, 2004|09:22 pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WALLY
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| Quick Update |
[Jun. 16th, 2004|06:01 pm] |
well....i began training at Sea World on Monday. It was basically learning about the marine life in classrooms, and alitte exploring in the park. It should be cool, we'll have to see what it turns out to be.
Now, im off to Hip Hop in awhile
...then i need to get my portfolio checked-off at SDSU.
ALMOST done with school....for now.
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|03:43 pm] |
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| | Your mama | ] |
I just got my own skateboard, and its not just any skateboard.
I got me a SPIDERMAN skateboard!!!!!!
i have wanted my own so i can learn and be comfortable on one in time for Adrian's return, cause I know that he will want to skate all the time. YIPPPPEEEEE.
Now i am gonna go try it out. |
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| OVERDUE |
[Jun. 12th, 2004|01:06 pm] |
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| | Paul Wright | ] |
SORRY to all graduates at HELIX for missing you get your diploma. Congratulations Bill and Rachel (thanks for the limo ride, it really meant a lot to be included on your night)
AND Jesse, SOrry i couldnt come to your graduation.....i really wanted to. CONGRAULATIONS! LOve you and miss you!
ohhh and ummm...sorry to say jesse, but i helped too, with that beautiful display at your house. I didnt want to, but it was A LOT OF FUN!! =p I couldnt let all the boys take the credit..ehhe
LET'S SEE...i had my Sea World orientation on THurs. night and the uniforms are 10x too big for me. DAMN it! I met some really nice people and the job looks like a lot of fun. First day is MONDAY!
Tamra Graduated and the fact of being to another Miguel graduation was cool, but kinda daunting seeing family members who shun and ignore you. It also sucked that half of the family didnt even come to the party afterwards. If any of you are sad because you think you have the only dysfunctional family, dont be...i have one too.
LAst night was a lot of fun though....HAHHAH dan, i saw some boobs..you must be jealous.
and i learned that i can lick my own nipple...ehehehhe rachel!
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| Thoughts in my head |
[Jun. 7th, 2004|09:20 pm] |
I have discovered that I am entirely WAY too hard on myself for everything. I dont know how to stop being this way, but I cannot seem to give myself a break.
Things in my past keep haunting me, and I feel as if I am to blame for not seeing what was to come, and stopping it.
I can't forgive myself for being wrong about people.
I can't forgive myself for letting people get to me, and bring me down.
I am my worst judge, my worst enemy.
Its sad because honestly, no one really truly brings me down, but me. AND it shouldnt be this way. I just want to be happy completely, and whole heartedly.
The reward of suffering is experience.
Aeschylus
but, when does the suffering end? |
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[Jun. 4th, 2004|06:48 pm] |
I actually worked on my portfolio today, in the midst of being tired and sad for some reason. I really dont know why i cant make myself happy lately. I havent been happy in a while. AND why does my crush have to be a republican as well as a bush-lover ...nasty...
anyways, I get to build houses in Mexico tomorrow morning from 6 am to 6pm. I am really excited because i havent done this sort of thing before and I always have wanted to. Im going with my bible study group and shall be working in the sun all day, working hard..ehehhe.
Now, Im watching 'sex and the city'. I had never seen it before, its pretty funny.
Kristina's coming over...gotta get ready for tomorrow.
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| Update: Part II |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|01:27 pm] |
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| | busy | ] |
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| | Incubus- Certain Shade of Green | ] |
yesterday consisted of me accepting my job offer at Sea World, taking a drug test (hair/urine sample), and getting all my information for orientation. I start on the 14th, and have orientation on the 10th. It should be good times...
Then Kristina and I went to a different Bible Study this time in OB, which is sooo much better: 1) There's more people and they are our age 2) the boys are hot and really nice and 3). They give prizes when you know the answer...ehehhe, i totally won a christian CD, that i immediately gave to kristina. hehehe
The ironic thing is that at the end we all share what we need prayers for. I shared how i am having trouble accepting those who are less than who they used to be. And how i wish i was completely healed, in all areas (emotionally, physically. etc.) They prayed for me, and seriously I almost cried because they just met me and already they knew exactly what i needed and prayed for it. I dunno, i really appreciated it.
I am finding myself more spiritually connected to my faith and God, but at the same time, still have a firm grasp on who I am and who I have always been (not changing any of my beliefs).
Tonight was Tamra's senior award ceremony and she kicked major ass, collecting 4 awards, one includes the highest scholarship of $2000. I am sooo proud of her.
For one award they gave out a little kid book, which i love, and i was so jealous of the recipients. DAmn!
I totally missed hip hop for it though, so that sucked but it gave me a night off from my instructor's sexual advices, obvious stares and blunt compliments.
ohhhh....i found out tuition is up for graduate students!! yay me! its alright, education is worth $2000 a semester!!! FUCK! yeah right.
now im gonna hang out with chris or maybe some other peeps.....*jimmy* |
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| Damn... |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|11:35 pm] |
being as i got home from being busy all day about 1 hour ago, i have no time to update because i am exhausted.....but i wanted to share my good news...
I am officially an employee at Sea World. I got offered the job today!!!! I am soo excited...
i'll update later when i get more time....but im sleepy as hell so goodnight everyone. |
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| Decisions, Decisons |
[May. 29th, 2004|11:16 am] |
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Well, i am glad you all had fun with my Acronym Generator quiz...some more than others. HAH
ANyways, last night was actaully a lot of fun. Because...
1.) I havent been on that roller coaster since I was tramatized as a child. Luckliy i didnt hurt myself or die.
2.) Playing air hockey was a blast too. I always get scared playing that game.
3.) I won playing chess.
I owe thanks for all three things to DAvid. HAHA And thanks for the sucker Ema, you know I like sucking HAHA.
I really liked walking on the beach too. It was weird because the last time I was taken there to walk the shore at night was a long time ago, when I was really happy and in love. I really dont know when I'll feel that way again. But it shouldnt be long.
But yea, I really want this job at sea world. I wont know the verdict for a few days.
My friend Greg is writing a part for me in his short film. He has been wanting to do something for a long time and I'm super excited because it will involve dialogue, and I havent done that yet.
There is also this guy Johnny who is fucking in love with me and he wants me to go dancing with him tonight. I dunno what I'm gonna decide. David, what should i do?..ahhahaha
AND FOR ALL THOSE WHO ARE FUCKING STUPID AND THINK OTHERWiSE: Padres are #1
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| That's Right... |
[May. 27th, 2004|07:50 pm] |
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PADRES ARE IN FIRST PLACE
all alone at the top
all by themselves
no one is better
finally!
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